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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Because of you
I know I've said that I've forgiven you, but the truth is that I lied. Not just to you but also to myself. It's so hard to forgive you for all that you've done to me, and it's so hard to let go of the hate even though I know it brings me no gain.
Because of you I've learnt how important it is to open your heart to someone, yet you made it bleed till there was no more blood to run.
Because of you I've learnt to care, yet you numbed me to my pain and nothing makes me feel anymore.
Because of you I've learnt to live, yet you left my soul so cold and empty I wonder if life will ever truly mean anything to me again.
Because of you I know that I am strong and I will survive, though I don't know if it's because I have strength or because you left me so bitter and cynical I don't care anymore.
Because of you I know where I stand, yet the person staring back at me from the mirror is a stranger.
Because of you I have changed, and to you I am both grateful and hateful.
Because of you I've learnt how important it is to open your heart to someone, yet you made it bleed till there was no more blood to run.
Because of you I've learnt to care, yet you numbed me to my pain and nothing makes me feel anymore.
Because of you I've learnt to live, yet you left my soul so cold and empty I wonder if life will ever truly mean anything to me again.
Because of you I know that I am strong and I will survive, though I don't know if it's because I have strength or because you left me so bitter and cynical I don't care anymore.
Because of you I know where I stand, yet the person staring back at me from the mirror is a stranger.
Because of you I have changed, and to you I am both grateful and hateful.
Published by: whiterabbit # 11/16/2005 09:24:00 pm 