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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Graceless
First day at work went OK. People seem nice, not that I'm trusting anyone even if I'm fully armed.
I got home and hit another low, called him to chat, ended up crying and asking him why. I was stupid enough to ask if he regrets his decision. Without hesitation, he said no. I sobbed that I couldn't understand how we could go from happy to nothing. When i asked why, just like every other time, he got angry.
He said he had to go because he'd arrived at the office. And I just mentioned that he used to talk to me at work. You should've heard his tone... He SNAPPED at me. "That was when I could duck into a room and talk to you because I wasn't busy. I'm busy now!" It was cold and harsh, like a soft yell.
I don't know how to handle this with grace. Sure, I didn't deserve to be yelled at but he didn't ask to be sobbed to.
I should write about fun times like Saturday night at Starbucks and Friendster. Or wait till Yew Seng is well enough to do that.
I got home and hit another low, called him to chat, ended up crying and asking him why. I was stupid enough to ask if he regrets his decision. Without hesitation, he said no. I sobbed that I couldn't understand how we could go from happy to nothing. When i asked why, just like every other time, he got angry.
He said he had to go because he'd arrived at the office. And I just mentioned that he used to talk to me at work. You should've heard his tone... He SNAPPED at me. "That was when I could duck into a room and talk to you because I wasn't busy. I'm busy now!" It was cold and harsh, like a soft yell.
I don't know how to handle this with grace. Sure, I didn't deserve to be yelled at but he didn't ask to be sobbed to.
I should write about fun times like Saturday night at Starbucks and Friendster. Or wait till Yew Seng is well enough to do that.
Published by: Li San C. # 9/13/2005 12:58:00 am 
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I don't know what's going on...but I believe I can understand your pain. Relationships are never easy,breakups are even harder. Hope things goes better for you.
This is Boon's friend btw. Just commenting.
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This is Boon's friend btw. Just commenting.
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